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Have you been affected by eating disorders?

28%

11 deviants said Yes, I have had an eating disorder and I don't feel like I'm ever going to fully recover.

20%

8 deviants said No, I've never known anyone who's had an eating disorder and I've never had one myself.

13%

5 deviants said Yes, I have an eating disorder.

10%

4 deviants said Yes, I've had an eating disorder but now I feel like I'm totally over it.

10%

4 deviants said Yes, someone very close to me has an eating disorder.

10%

4 deviants said Yes, someone very close to me has had an eating disorder in the past.

10%

4 deviants said Not really, I know someone who's had an eating disorder but I didn't know them well so it didn't affect me.

Devious Comments

~Calypsoeevee Mar 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I don't have an eating disorder, really, but I like to eat a lot...of good food

~bodice Sep 11, 2005

I have an eating disorder, but it's not anorexia or bulemia.

Mine is that whenever I get severely depressed, I don't eat. I used to eat three to four times a day, now I only eat twice. When I was going through my depression stage, I would eat once a day and other days not at all. Since then, I've never gotten back to a 'normal' daily eating diet.

`RockstarVanity Sep 11, 2005 Professional Photographer

Even since 'recovering' (ha!) I still catch myself doing that...when I'm going through a depressed or anxious stage I don't eat at all, until I feel so sick that I can't cope with staying awake any more. It's weird cause I KNOW I'm doing it, cause I can't seem to motivate myself NOT to do it.

~uberpixie Sep 10, 2005

well, since i couldn't really vote on two, i voted that someone i know has an eating disorder... actually, three people.

my best friend,bullemic
an old friend from highschool,anorexic
and my best friend's sister,anorexic

even suckier, i try to keep myself slightly chubby because of the fact. growing up with them, back before i put a little weight on, they used to tell me all the time ,"i'm so jelous of how thin you are, i wish i looked like you...". in some weird way, i felt like it was my fault. i eat too much, which is my disorder. i don't want to be that uber skinny girl, i don't like it, and when people look at me, i want them to see that pudge can be hot. not too much, of course, but enough to let people know that you're healty and that you eat.

i dunno, sort of a sensitive subject for me.

`RockstarVanity Sep 10, 2005 Professional Photographer

That's the weird thing about eating disorders...when someone you know has one, it's impossible not to feel kind of responsible even though you aren't at all.

~kizudarake Sep 9, 2005

I don't eat, and if I eat I vomit...

I've lost 7 kg in 6 weeks...

`RockstarVanity Sep 10, 2005 Professional Photographer

I'm not going to give you a whole load of shit about how bad that is...just make sure that you talk to SOMEONE if you need to.

~kizudarake Sep 10, 2005

I'm in therapy...

it's not that I don't WANT to eat it's just I can't!!

I eat something I feel sick after the third bite and if I continue eating I have to throw up without doing anything!!
It's something mental that my body (or my inner self) doesn't want me to eat...I dunno what it is but it sucks...

my freinds support me so nice, they try to give me all sorts of food and try to give me treats but I just feel sick or puke...

It's a hard thing...